Tough week..

It's been tough for me lately. I can't really remember what I have been doin the past few days.

In the midst of lunch, my phone rang. The news was as expected. Granny passed away this afternoon. Ibu and Ayah told me it's ok not to fly home as I would have missed the funeral by the time I land. Just sending my prayers from here..

I don't feel much for the loss. And I feel guilty of this feeling rather than sad. I am not mourning even. I feel numb.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatnya...Amin...