Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Just me...

Guess you can't rely on others to vent your frustrations or voice your opinions all the time. In this space, I am taking advantage of unleashing both negaative and positive aura in me.

All of the sudden, frustrations seemed to overpower me these few weeks. Reasons that I can come out with for the sudden outbursts:
1) Realising that I am an adult
2) That I don't have an insurance to cover my ass
3) No savings though earning loads of monkies
4) Losing weight (thanks and no thanks to my high metabolism)
5) Found out that I have low blood pressure
6) Doesn't have a place that I can really call as my own
7) Keep on wondering what lies for me in the future

and loads more that I can whinge about...Really sensitive about everything that were said or done to me. Easily pissed off or depressed.

With his new career on the rise, Sharky has been a really busy monkey. As for me, I am more a lady of leisure with too much time in her hand and nothing much to do except to laze around and whinge about not doing anything. In this dry land that I am currently earning my keeps, the things that one can indulge when alone is limited. Loneliness can really get to me. I wanna go back to where I come from but it's just not the time. Not sure if there will ever be the right time.
I know this sounds lame but I wish we know what's planned for us by the Almighty so we won't have to wonder no more...

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