Just me...
Guess you can't rely on others to vent your frustrations or voice your opinions all the time. In this space, I am taking advantage of unleashing both negaative and positive aura in me.
All of the sudden, frustrations seemed to overpower me these few weeks. Reasons that I can come out with for the sudden outbursts:
1) Realising that I am an adult
2) That I don't have an insurance to cover my ass
3) No savings though earning loads of monkies
4) Losing weight (thanks and no thanks to my high metabolism)
5) Found out that I have low blood pressure
6) Doesn't have a place that I can really call as my own
7) Keep on wondering what lies for me in the future
and loads more that I can whinge about...Really sensitive about everything that were said or done to me. Easily pissed off or depressed.
With his new career on the rise, Sharky has been a really busy monkey. As for me, I am more a lady of leisure with too much time in her hand and nothing much to do except to laze around and whinge about not doing anything. In this dry land that I am currently earning my keeps, the things that one can indulge when alone is limited. Loneliness can really get to me. I wanna go back to where I come from but it's just not the time. Not sure if there will ever be the right time.
I know this sounds lame but I wish we know what's planned for us by the Almighty so we won't have to wonder no more...
All of the sudden, frustrations seemed to overpower me these few weeks. Reasons that I can come out with for the sudden outbursts:
1) Realising that I am an adult
2) That I don't have an insurance to cover my ass
3) No savings though earning loads of monkies
4) Losing weight (thanks and no thanks to my high metabolism)
5) Found out that I have low blood pressure
6) Doesn't have a place that I can really call as my own
7) Keep on wondering what lies for me in the future
and loads more that I can whinge about...Really sensitive about everything that were said or done to me. Easily pissed off or depressed.
With his new career on the rise, Sharky has been a really busy monkey. As for me, I am more a lady of leisure with too much time in her hand and nothing much to do except to laze around and whinge about not doing anything. In this dry land that I am currently earning my keeps, the things that one can indulge when alone is limited. Loneliness can really get to me. I wanna go back to where I come from but it's just not the time. Not sure if there will ever be the right time.
I know this sounds lame but I wish we know what's planned for us by the Almighty so we won't have to wonder no more...

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