The Golden Era...

Sharky's 35th had gone smoothly. He was so touched by his birthday card-specially hand-made by moi. It was actually meant for the previous Valentine's but I didn't manage to get it ready then so I had gave it to him on his birthday instead. It was a hand-made mini album of our pics taken from our first date, first holiday till present. He said nobody had ever put in so much effort for him. Plus, being a kiasu I am, I'd actually wrapped his prezzies starting almost a month before the actual day. For those who know me, they would understand how passionate I am about wrapping gifts. Since I didn't wanna have any heart pain looking at how he would tear open the wrappings, I decided to wrap them all in advance so I can admire my effort for a bit. Anyway... Glad that he loved his prezzies. Ended the day with a nice little gathering at Lotus One with his colleagues.

It seems nowadays, we both are getting more amorous and attached than ever. Sharky said that we had reached the Golden Era of our love. Whatever that means, It sounded sweet yet serious. He said that it's almost time to take the next step. Well, I am patiently waiting... A few stuffs that need to be settled-his conversion, our next destination (Singers/New York/LA/Oz?), etc. Here I am thinking, am I ready for the next step if it comes? If it happens, will I be able to have offsprings? Can I adapt to another place again-this time around with no one I know accept Sharky? Whatever it is, there is no other person except him that I wanna spend my lifetime with.

Maybe it's the father figure in him. The age difference. The maturity yet child like. The stability. The security. Best of all, my folks love him too. I have their blessings. My anxiety is killing me..when will be the day he finally ask the magic question? And how he will actually ask it? Gosh...I am floating just thinking about it.. Oh God, pls answer my prayers and let him be The One for me and I'm The One for him...